Mental Thoughts

So, I've not updated my blog for a long time. I've had ample time to do so, but I just didn't. I didn't have any classes since I finished my very last finals in July. Granted, I had my FYP in August. But that ended, the first week of December. So what have I been up to? Well I could say nothing. But that wouldn't be quite accurate. The past 3 months have flew by in such a blur, I'm left with nothing but worry.

A breakdown of what happened:
I GRADUATED WITH A DIPLOMA IN IT, YO! :D
I shifted out of Penang :'( #criedadamnriver #stillmissingitlikecrazy #MEMORIESFORLIFE

I went Caroling, the usual.
I ATE AND ATE AND ATE!

Christmas, New Year and CNY, (one after another) you are the best gift to any Malaysian who loves food.
I visited Penang twice! Would have actually stayed there the whole time, if it didn't require me annoying one of my awesome peeps, everyday. (Thanks Xander, Mars(and Chun!) and Val who put up with me on separate ocassions) HAHA.
My Penang trips, with the last one ending on Friday. They make me so sad that I've left the island. Special shoutout of immense thanks to Jin Ji for being an amazing amazing friend who haz carrrrr, and is willing to drive! Glad we finally got that beer :) Also, Leigh! For being an awesome cousin, and having drinks(and buying rootbeer from KL for me), eating cake and having supper together(I love it that we can always eat at any time). Not forgetting, for also being le driver! Val for letting me crash at her place and basically coax you into eating this and that and going out with me and my friends. Twas fun! :)

I visited Subang and KayHELL to kinda settle my transfer and housing(insert main source of stress).

I built a website for La Salle Malaysia(still putting in material, but it's basically done with the design! Might even put up the link here, if I'm really happy with my work. HEH)

I slept like 6-10 hours a day, depending on how late/how early I did stuff.

I avoided meet up, I had meetups. But mainly I stayed at home and chilled.
Stayed at home, hoping that I wouldn't need to leave. Sigh. But the time for leaving is almost upon me. I have to attend my orientation this Friday. Yes, I'm not cool enough to skip orientation. Also because I have no idea where is whattttt in Subang. I really really really pray that I can find a good set of friends within my own course, people who are nice and smart(that is all I ask). I don't even care if they're funny, or if they'll get my lame puns. (That would be a plus) BUT ALL I WANT IS SOME GOOD PEOPLE WHO WON'T BACKSTAB ME OR TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME. *fingers crossed*


Notice how I only blog when I'm at my busiest. Sigh. So that means you'll be seeing tons of updates. That is if anyone still reads blogs? HAHA. Well, with Facebook I think not.

Anyways, TTFN and DFTBA!
Salut,
-Clare

First day of a last chapter.

"I'm a a ship sailing and the seas are rough
I'm a satellite in the space above
When I'm holding here
Or I'm hanging up
In the suspension"

We'll see how the epilogue turns out. Because then only will we know how this ends.

Technically, today is the first day of this semester. Meh. But I'm still in Ipoh, because my enrollment day is tomorrow. So I'll be travelling back to Penang today! Oh the joy of the Island and the sadness of not being home. All you college/uni people will get this mixed feelings I always always experience.

So, Idk why the heck I've been feeling so 'lost' in the mind sector. I need to get my shit together and figure out what I want/need to do for my final year project, which is to be complete during this semester. Yeah, no classes whatsoever this sem, just the project! (Which I've yet to decide on it's content or my advising lecturer.) Damn, damn, damn. ANDDDD, on top of that, I need to figure out which IT sector I wanna major in for my degree next year.

Which also leads to the source of my lack of decision making. The fact that this is my final semester means I leave Penang and say goodbye end of this year :'( Which makes me have slight anxiety as I've called it home for close to 3 years?(Okay, maybe 2 1/2 years!) And I really really love Penang. It has so much to offer and so much more, I can tell. *SIGHS*

But we all need to move on, close old chapters and open new ones in other places and spaces. Subang would be the next destination! Not the biggest fan of KL and it's surroundings. Meh. I don't even know where is what. Lack of interest in knowing, stemmed from the lack of like.

Several things to look forward in Subang though:
like being housemates with Daniel!!
and also having older people around?
(The no 1. problem in Penang is that the bulk of students are from Pre-U programs, which ultimately mean they're younger than me. Ish betul one. At least in SU, there will be a mixture due to the bulk of Aussie degrees being only available here.)

Here's what I'm probably gonna dread in SU:
food?(either the lack of good food or the price of food)
having to introduce yourself to everyone
(ALSO, having to judge college activities and picking which ones would mesh well with me. Though, I told Daniel to join and scout which clubs are interesting and nice to join. Hopefully he gets good intel!)
and finally, having to start over again in a new college in a new city.

It's scary how we're pushed into places we'd not normally go, but after it's over and you look back, you thank God that you were pushed there, to help you grow and to help enhance your perspective of things. I'm not ready to say goodbye to Penang, but I'm sure God's just laughing at my senseless worrying and saying "You'll know what's in store for you, soon enough".

Salut,
-clare ;)

Busy Busy Busy

How is it that the only time I feel like updating my blog is at the most busiest times? HAHA. I have drama coming up, (which I'm super hyped up and worried for at the same time!) a website due tomorrow and my finals a week after drama. In other news, I'm almost doneee! One more semester of only my FYP :P Which is probably gonna be a killer :/

 So, drama. I like that I'm the narrator who's just damn 'kepoh' in every scene. And oh, the teasing I get from having a good looking co-narrator. I pity him more than me. :/ I think he could do with better teasing? (Sorry, I'm insecure like that.) AND, Mars(my roommate) and I managed to get our drama lecturer to agree to a grey dress, instead of a white dress for narration part. I just don't think I could have pulled a female Morgan Freeman in a dress. HAHA. That would be weirdddd.

 I feel the urge of creating a list of some sort. :) Maybe awesome new artist? Wait, does anyone still check my bloggie? HAHA. I hope so. HEH.

 Salut,
-Clare ;)