Busy Busy Busy

How is it that the only time I feel like updating my blog is at the most busiest times? HAHA. I have drama coming up, (which I'm super hyped up and worried for at the same time!) a website due tomorrow and my finals a week after drama. In other news, I'm almost doneee! One more semester of only my FYP :P Which is probably gonna be a killer :/

 So, drama. I like that I'm the narrator who's just damn 'kepoh' in every scene. And oh, the teasing I get from having a good looking co-narrator. I pity him more than me. :/ I think he could do with better teasing? (Sorry, I'm insecure like that.) AND, Mars(my roommate) and I managed to get our drama lecturer to agree to a grey dress, instead of a white dress for narration part. I just don't think I could have pulled a female Morgan Freeman in a dress. HAHA. That would be weirdddd.

 I feel the urge of creating a list of some sort. :) Maybe awesome new artist? Wait, does anyone still check my bloggie? HAHA. I hope so. HEH.

 Salut,
-Clare ;)

Because the Past is the Past and I wouldn't change a thing :)

"So my semester break has finally begun and it's for a whole month. Since it's a whole bloody month and I have not managed to secure a job of any sort, I shall finally update my blog, cos I haven't done that this whole year. I should be given two slaps, since I've had ample time to do so. Anyways, let's move away from my failure to blog and think of other stuff. One thing I haven't done in a bit is blog about artist and music stuff. :/ Haha. I need to do something about that soon." As you can see from this post, I started writing it at the start of my break. That break, which is already coming to an end. I resume classes next week. The only thing I'm looking forward to is being back at the apartment and hanging with my homies. It's amazing how fast Mars and I have become such good friends. Maybe it's cos we're both equally weird. I take that back, she's weirder. But that's why I love being homies with her. And Ruve! The more studious of the 3 of us. ;) Love being homies with her too. Between the liking for shows and movie marathons of the 3 of us and le bro, we pretty much mesh very well. :) I think the selling point was when I found out all of us love Supernatural.

Procrastination

So when procrastination kicks in and I've done almost everything, (from sitting on my bed listening to music and staring at the wall to having a whole season marathon of a show) I head back to the first thing i procrastinated doing: Blogging.

The number of drafts I have in my "All Posts" section is just overwhelming. I finally figured out why I haven't been blogging. I'm running out of ideas. Inspiration is running dry. It's barely there anymore. I can imagine I still have it, but it only makes me realize how much of a shell i have become.

When did we end up being such robots? Doing the same thing over and over again until you know it by heart. Why? I swear some days I feel like there's no purpose, some I 'think' I've found it. But what if that's just me talking myself into something. Sigh. Growing up is painfully real, sad to say.

I just wish that with time, I don't loose who I am. And with that, I don't end up being something I always said I won't be.

Salut,
-clare