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I really hate your moodswings. It gets on my nerves. How the fuck do you expect me to deal with it all the time? AH fuck it. I can't be bothered.

Sonia ELIZABETH Cheah JEN YEN!

So in my dictionary this is how I define Sonia :)

1. Shes my twin, from school. (As Pn. Nirmala said once)

(To be honest, I can't even remember how we got to know each other. Knowing us, we probably decided to talk to each other one fine day)

2. MY deskmate all of my high school life (form 2 doesn't exist in our timeline)

If I were to pick a roommate, you'd be the ideal choice.

3. MY BEST FRIEND :) Yea, you're totally one of my best friends :D

Lemme not make my definition too long :D

haha. Anyways, this is your LEGAL Birthday Wishes, from me.

I wish for you:

1. The best of everything.

2. To love and be loved (you know I <3 you :D)

3. To believe in yourself no matter what.

4. To know that God is always there. I tend to forget sometimes, ergo the reminders i need :)

5. Many many more years to come. 17 forever baybeh!

6. To stay my best friend, no matter where we end up :) For now we're still safe :D

7. Happiness :) The non-stop laughing kind that we always had and hopefully still have :)

8. To see yourself as the wonderful, beautiful person I see :D

9. To swear a little moarrrr? *always been wishing for this*

10. To put yourself first, sometimes :)

11. To know that you've got talents! (TOLD YOU YOU COULD ACT!)

12. To be more daring :D (WWCD *whatwouldclaredo*)

13. To CALL ME MORE! (yes, if thats the only way we stay in touch, we're gonna be telephone junkies ;P)

14. To visit me in Penang :) When I get a car la. But still, come visit, during holidays :D

15. To have the most awesomest STPM results.(I know you can do it, you smart smart person)

16. To have a naise deskmate, I didn't say awesome :) Cos I was the best :D #perasan

17. To know I'm always here for you :D

18. That you don't forget me :) Cos I can't forget you even if I tried ;)

I feel really sad not being able to see you everyday like how we used to, for the past 8 years?

I think I may end up crying if I think too much about all the stuff(shit) we(with LOUI) used to do that i miss :)

SO LET ME SUM IT ALL UP:

Happy 18th Birthday!! :D The day has come to become a young adult! :) But we can still act like kids whenever you want to, I'm always up for some crazy shit :D

LOVE AND HUGS(I'll give em to you when i see you) FROM YOUR AWESOMEST DESKMATE EVER, Clare ;)

P.S. Good luck with your exams!

Salut,

-Clare

Finallyanupdate

Haha. So I'm a little free these days. Thats cos i'm on sem break :)

Therefore, i shall update my dear bloggie.

Have you ever felt that theres something more, to everything thats ever happened, everything ever said? Makes you think right? Well I think this comes from thinking too much, but never saying anything out loud.

Well i always wondered who would come for my funeral. I think this has been due to the number of people who have died in this year alone. Those people that i actually know, or knew in this case. Sometimes i wonder how fragile IS life?

Enough of the morbid stuff:D

Sem one is over. I'd say this Sem was really really fun :) I met really really nice awesome people, who i hope i'd see more of in the future :D (hopefully) I especially loved English class, well I always liked English classes. If the teacher was good, we'd joke with em, if they suck, we'd joke among ourselves, remember Liz and Loi? haha. #goodtimes This time, our lecturer was awesome :) And she liked my writing. LOL. thats a first. None of my former teachers have ever liked it :) Well its really really sad that this has come to an end. Just like everything else, it has ended. I really hope we have our MPWs together. My coursemates are too few, even if they're awesome too. :)

Well i know i'll miss you and your funny ways :'(

The list of people who are leaving/left for different countries:

Joel: :( This is sad. Imagine your best friend in a different continent :( times it by a million. Cos its worse since he is in boarding school and not college. I do hope he finds himself an aussie girlfriend ;) That'll be awesomeee :) haha. I bet you'd laugh if you see this, Joel :D

Clement: This is also sooooo sad. Clemmy is like my older older brother :D Someone even thought he was before :) Haha. Too bad my name isn't Andrina Clare Fernandes :) That'll be SO COOL. Then we'd be able to trick people. Not like we don't anyways :D I wish you the best of luck in UK. Hope you're successful over there, and you get that Yacht of yours. :P Cos if you do, you better have a spare room JUST FOR ME :) Then i'll come visit you in the summer :P

Anna/Adam: This one is gonna hurt too :( I don't even know if you're coming back. Who am I gonna call as my gay(GUY) bestfriend once you're gone? i'd have no gay(GUY) bestfriend in Malaysia :O ARHHH. But on a brighter note, you get to be in the US of A :) Where anything can happen;)Best of luck, hope to see a book published soon, if not a column in the New York Times :P And don't do anything i wouldn't :) Thats my only advice ;P

Is there anyone else? I don't think so.

To anyone who reads this:

You're awesome, in your own special way. You'll never know its there, till someone makes you realize. So go out there and meet everyone you can, cos someone will help you realize what makes you special :D

Salut,

-clare